I hate you death………………

I hate you,
I hate you,
From the bottom of my heart
coz of u, I from them depart.

*****************2nd June,2015 ****************************************************

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RIP Babaji

I hate you,
I hate you,
from the bottom of my heart
coz of u, I from him depart.
Baba ji is what we used to call him,
He was often found sitting in his verandah singing hymns,
He was a guide, a philosopher
He used to share his experiences with all of us,
he was a true fighter,
Often he used to worry about me getting married,
Love, care, trust all that with him he carried.
Today he is on death bed,
closed eyes, in peace, happy and not sad,
he left behind a family, his values, his love and concern
I was not his family, but still I am very much hurt,
coz he was a gem of a person.

*****************Few years Back****************************************************
I hate you,
I hate you,
From the bottom of my heart
coz of u, I from her depart.
I was the apple of her eyes,
She loved me so much that she could never see me cry.
And now I cry often, coz I am broken.
She is no more with me, coz u have got her stolen
I lost her to u at the age when she wanted to be pampered,
My lovely, beautiful, grandmother,
I lost her to u at the age when I wanted to be with her,
I wanted delicacies made by her to savor.
I wanted her to help me when I was in dither.
You snatched her away from me for forever,
I miss her and cry for I now can’t see her.

I hate you,
I hate you,
From the bottom of my heart
Coz of u, I from him depart.
We used to go for a walk.
Together in the park.
Often we were seen in the vegetable market,
carrying a hand woven basket.
He used to tell me stories,
of Ram,Raheem and history,
he was my gaurdian and savior
I miss you my dear grandfather


I hate you,
I hate you,
from the bottom of my heart
coz of u, I from them depart.
U left me alone,
coz my loved one’s are gone.
you took them away from me,
I have spent endless nights longing for them,
who were so close to me,
your selfish act needs to be condemned,
How cruel you could be,
leaving a family to bereave
you won’t be able to understand the pain,
of seeing a lifeless body who would never speak again.
you won’t be able to understand the pain of somebody,
who is victim of your cruelty.
You are heartless,
you leave a vacuum in our heart and fill it with darkness

I hate you,
I hate you,
from the bottom of my heart
coz of u, I from them depart.

PS: Today I lost somebody who was not our family but more than our family. RIP Babaji.:(

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3 thoughts on “I hate you death………………

  1. Nit naveen Nit nutan
    deh meri , deh tumhari
    jiska peechha karta ,
    samay hi boodha ho chala hai
    uske sang is parihaas mein
    kabhi ham, kabhi woh badla hai
    aur kabhi nishchal bachche sa
    mrityu ka swang rachaataa hai
    uska mann rakhne ko ham bhi
    tyag kar chal dete hain
    Nit naveen nit nutan
    deh meri deh tumhari

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