Meri ye choti choti aankhein

Meri choti choti aankhon mein tu basta hai,
I wonder ki tu kaise adjust karta hai.

ye aankhein meri choti choti si hai,
per sapne bade dekhti hai,
I wonder sapno ka panorama view kaise click karti hai.

ye meri choti choti aankein kamal ki hai,
har dard chupa leti hai, aur has kar dikha deti hai,
aur kabhi yuhi aasoon ka sailab baha deti hai,
I wonder kab kya karna hai, kaise jaan pati hai.

Meri in choti choti aankhon mein kai raaj chupe hai,
kuch tere , kuch mere ,
kuch kahaniyaan ruki hai,
jinhe chupa kar rakha hai
koi jaan na le isiliye in choti choti aankhon ko jhuka kar rakha hai,
I wonder meri choti choti aankhein wo locker keys kahan rakhti hai.

meri choti choti aankhein badi hi low maintenance hai,
na kajal jachta hai, na maskara lagta hai,
aur in sabka kharcha bhi bachta hai,
I wonder ye aankhein un savings ka kya karti hai.

meri choti choti aankein, na jaane kaise,
kabhi tere , kabhi kisi ke chehre per muskurahat bikher deti hai,
kisi ki badi badi aankhon se tapke aansoon jhat se pooch leti hai,
I wonder meri choti choti aankhein kaise dil se dil match karti hai.

kai bari mujhe lagta hai,
meri choti choti aankhein badi badi aankhon se jalti hai,
badi badi aankhon per songs likhe jaate hai,
har koi insaan inmein doob jana chahte hai,
in choti choti aankhon mein base sapne koi nai dekh pata,
in choti choti aankhon ko koi padhna hi nahi janta,
koi bataye ki in choti choti aankhon ko padhna seekh jaaoge ,
to jannat paoge,
I wonder meri choti choti aankhein apna dil ka haal kyun chupa kar rakhti hai

bas in aankhon ko ek hi baat ka malal hai,
meri choti choti aankhon mein bas tu tair na paya,
kyunki tu unhe padh hi nahi paya,
per ye aankhein tujhe padhna janti thi,
ye aankhein tere dil ka har haal janti thi
I wonder meri aankhein xray effect kahan se laati thi

bas in aankhon ko ek hi baat ka malal hai,
tu in aankhon mein chipe pyar ko na jaan paya,
kisi aur ki badi badi aankhon mein doob gaya
aur ham dono ke ishq ka imtihaan na paar kar paya ,
I wonder meri choti choti aankhon mein base pyar ke sailab ko tu kyun na dekh paya.

Anyways meri choti choti aankhein phir bhi kamal karti hai,
koi inhe padhe ya na padhe, kalmein hazar likhti hai,
I wonder meri choti choti aankhein kuch kuch don’t care kar ke sabki care kaise karti hai

to Janab jara kabhi meri choti choti aankho per bhi gaur farmaiye,
ye kya kehna chati hai, kabhi inke bhi kisse kahani sun kar jayiye.

Bachpan

Tujh mein apna bachpan doondhta hoon,
Tujh mein apna bachpan doondhta hoon,

Wo masoomiyat , wo pyar Ka sailab dhoondta hoon,
Na chandi na Sona, bageeche ki wo mitti dhoondta hoon,
Jo khata tha Mann se mein, bhoj pakwan chod Kar,
Na jaane kyun usi mitti ko keechad kehta hoon,

Koi khilona Nahi , maa ke hatho Ka wo jhoola dhoondta hoon,
Jab ladte ladte gale lag jate the,aisi dost dhoondta hoon,

Na Mann mein  dwesh, na koi gaanth,
Aisa bachpan wala Dil dhoondta hoon

Tujhse milkar pyar kya hai ye  samajh aata hai,
Khud ko tujhe saup Doon ,Mann yahi baar Baar dohrata hai,
bas ek khilona,thoda sa pyar, bas yahi Teri jaroorat hai,
Phir kyun duniya ka har insaan, bazaar dhoondta hai

Tujh mein apna khoya hua astitva dhoondta hoon,
Tujh mein wo pyar  se bhara Mann dhoondta hoon,
Tujh mein apna bachpan dhoondta hoon…

The quiet sounds

I want to write down the story of the wee hours of the morning,

It was cold outside my little room,

And I was inside the inner walls of the blanket wrapping

It was quiet, just like pin-drop silence

And I was thinking about my essence

Suddenly I heard the quiet sound of the train

Just keep on moving, don’t stop, were signals sent by her to my brain

I thought is it so easy to move on

How strings attached will severe, how old times will be forgotten

How memories will not reckon

The whistling sound has quietened

My questions still unanswered

And again its silence

After some time I could hear the quiet sound of wind chimes

Telling me to be good luck for others

Lighten yourself like a feather

Free the caged worries inside you

Free yourself, and just be your true

Life is a confusing reality

Getting up everyday in uncertainty ,
Sometimes doubt,sometimes hope on our ability.

Fearing what future holds for us,
Ignoring the beautiful nature around us.

Why we fear for the future ,
Why we cling on to which is not with us.

Drawing pictures of happiness in our mind,
Creating and yearning for situations of such kind.

Often for us,others define happiness,
Everything designed by others our space and the ambience.

Such a confusing reality,
Doubtful past,ignored present and future full of uncertainty.

Often I try to unriddle ,how to come out of this maze,
When will I live, and life will have me in her embrace.

Sometimes I feel like dying..

Sometimes I just feel like dying
If that can help me forget you.

Often I remember your smiling face,
If that can help me smile.

Sometimes I just sent you emails,
If that can help me tell you, how much I miss you.

Often I cry like anything, shout at the sky,
If that can help my prayers reach your ears.

Sometimes I just wish you good morning,
If that can help me with a beautiful beginning.

Often I ask myself why me,
I know because it was you.

Sometimes I wish to meet you, see you again,
If that can help me die without pain.

 

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Life after death

I don’t know how will be my life after death,
Or will there be any life after death.
But for sure I will miss taking breath.

I will miss the rising sun,
And in water it’s beautiful reflection.
It’s cozy warmth in the winters,
Its dazzling figure in summers.

I will miss the changing colours of the sky,
His lending it’s space to clouds or the time when it is dry.
In the evening the V formation of the birds,
Telling me as if victory is the only word.

I will so miss the beautiful dark black color of the night,
A walk or a dreamy starry ride.
In that world there will be no silvery light of the moon,
To show me the path in the dark,amidst the wood

I will miss the blue or green waters,
The fauna and watery creatures.
The ripple effect of the waves,
And on them the falling sparkling sun rays.

Will there be the feeling called love,
Will I find there a pair of dove.
Will there be pair of cloves to wish,
Will there be something to keep memories or will they diminish.

I am afraid if I want a life after death,
I just want to live every breath,
I want to live thousands of life before I die,
Who knows, if after I will get any love,earth,water or sky..

Safar

Shadows from the past

Shadows from the past still lingers on my mind ,
The stills from the past hovers in my eyes.
My love for you has not ceased to exists
I still feel I was for you and you were for me.
I have everything but you,
I have no memories but of you.
The touch of you is still untouched,
The place for you is still reserved
I have loved you so much that I can’t fall in love again
I will wait for you forever, be it full of pain.

Sometimes I want to…

Sometimes I want to talk, talk a lot,

talk about the beautiful moments we spent together.

Sometimes I want to walk, walk a lot,

walk with you by my side forever.

Sometimes I want to dance, dance a lot,

to the tunes of which you are the composure.

Sometimes I want to laugh, laugh a lot,

so much that I could broke down in to tears from that immense pleasure.

Sometimes I want to fall, fall just like that,

so that you could hold me like a feather

Sometimes I want to dream, dream a lot,

dream about you as if there is no one like me a dreamer

Sometimes I want to go deep in water, deep down in the sea,

And dropped on the shores by the waves like sea shells,

Sometimes I want to fly , high in the sky like a bird,

so that in the evening I could nest on your terrace , under the sky blue or amber.

Sometimes I miss you , miss you a lot,

so much that I wish that I should not have met you ever.

coz I am still in love with you

Cocooned in the memories of the past,
wrapped in the softest silk of your touch,
broken in to pieces you will find my heart
broken but still beats for you,nothing has changed much.

I still feel for you,
I still miss you,
I still see you walking by my side,
coz you were my philosopher,my friend and a true guide

And now you are not with me,
I am more alone,
But still there is no lost of affinity
Haven’t you heard me groan

I have heard, that you have moved on,
You started a new life with some unknown,
I saw you smiling that day,
I saw myself from you fading away.

you moved on,
with that unknown
but I am stuck between the walls of past and future,
as if there is no present
My Heart aches for you and won’t forget you sooner,
I want back whatever time with you is unspent

coz You had the magical power to turn my tears in to laughter,
You only had the power to turn me on,
I was your slave and you were my master.
and that relationship was nothing but love spawn

I know, I have to live without you,
The time spent with you can’t come back
new memories can’t be created with you
but still I want all memories with you to unpack

I just can’t get off you,
I just can’t leave you,
You will be with me as my life as my friend
In my life there will be no amend
If not you, I will live with your memories,
If not you, I will live with your imageries.

coz I am still in love with you
coz I am still in love with you.

PS: Images Courtesy Internet